Haven't had coffee in six days.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
i keep thinking it's monday
I drank entirely too much last night, during and after Monday Night Football game that showcased one of the NFL's most popular rivalries.
Needless to say, I haven't felt up to par all day. I keep thinking it's Monday, and I'm in no shape or mood to re-do yesterday.
Perhaps the side-effects of a weekend of bottomless bottles of alcohol, continued into the first day of the week has me thinking I'm still living yesterday.
I don't know...
Is it safe to say? "I'm not drinking anymore."
Friday, September 23, 2011
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Monday, September 19, 2011
good or bad? move or stay?
Is change really that bad?
We find ourselves sometimes in situations you don’t really know should you stay or should you leave. Questions without answers, yet promises still remain.
We don’t understand why this is brought to us instead those things we ask and is searching for. We tend to forget that we need to grow into the things we want, getting the tools we need to get there, growing us to that point.
Growth means change and change involves risk, stepping from the known to the unknown. This is what makes the human hold on to the only thing they know - scared to lose it all.
To change, we want to run, to get away from it all. We try to escape from the wall we have built up, expecting that the new place will break the wall down but the thing is, although its a new place, new faces, it will always be reflected by the same lonely face. The answers you search for, lies here, with the people you trying to leave. The only people who can answer your questions. Change doesn’t necessary mean to start over… it’s a stepping stone on the rough road made by things that came to pass.
But Change involves three things
A dissatisfaction with one self - a felt void or need
A decision to change - to fill the void, need and seek a opportunity to get out
A conscious dedication to the process of growth and change - the wilful act of making the change — Doing Something: To expect the unexpected - “The strongest principle of growth lies in human choice”
That’s where change start because Growth demands a temporary surrender of security – taking the risk. All growth depends upon activity. There is no development physically or intellectually without effort, and effort means work.
But sometimes we feel like an outcast, singled out, vulnerable to the outside world. We are scared to fall forgetting that true people still live among. Its here where we should be like birds, travelling with swarms… a mighty force. We were provided with few rarely well appreciated friends that can lift us while moving through the current - while being on the path of change… sometimes to let go, will set you free.
The Bright side is that there are no great limits to growth because there are no limits of human intelligence, imagination, and wonder. The things we asked for, in the end will be given, after growth and the items we need to achieve that what we want.
So remember, things are not always as it seems, Change is the end result of all true learning and friends the bridge for us to get there. If you end up with something you didn’t ask for, it might just be that something you needed.
Coolest Quote I came about from Brian Tracy that sums it up all:
We find ourselves sometimes in situations you don’t really know should you stay or should you leave. Questions without answers, yet promises still remain.
We don’t understand why this is brought to us instead those things we ask and is searching for. We tend to forget that we need to grow into the things we want, getting the tools we need to get there, growing us to that point.
Growth means change and change involves risk, stepping from the known to the unknown. This is what makes the human hold on to the only thing they know - scared to lose it all.
To change, we want to run, to get away from it all. We try to escape from the wall we have built up, expecting that the new place will break the wall down but the thing is, although its a new place, new faces, it will always be reflected by the same lonely face. The answers you search for, lies here, with the people you trying to leave. The only people who can answer your questions. Change doesn’t necessary mean to start over… it’s a stepping stone on the rough road made by things that came to pass.
But Change involves three things
A dissatisfaction with one self - a felt void or need
A decision to change - to fill the void, need and seek a opportunity to get out
A conscious dedication to the process of growth and change - the wilful act of making the change — Doing Something: To expect the unexpected - “The strongest principle of growth lies in human choice”
That’s where change start because Growth demands a temporary surrender of security – taking the risk. All growth depends upon activity. There is no development physically or intellectually without effort, and effort means work.
But sometimes we feel like an outcast, singled out, vulnerable to the outside world. We are scared to fall forgetting that true people still live among. Its here where we should be like birds, travelling with swarms… a mighty force. We were provided with few rarely well appreciated friends that can lift us while moving through the current - while being on the path of change… sometimes to let go, will set you free.
The Bright side is that there are no great limits to growth because there are no limits of human intelligence, imagination, and wonder. The things we asked for, in the end will be given, after growth and the items we need to achieve that what we want.
So remember, things are not always as it seems, Change is the end result of all true learning and friends the bridge for us to get there. If you end up with something you didn’t ask for, it might just be that something you needed.
Coolest Quote I came about from Brian Tracy that sums it up all:
The more you seek security, the less of it you have. But the more you seek opportunity, the more likely it is that you will achieve the security that you desire.
Security can only be achieved through constant change, through discarding old ideas that have outlived their usefulness and adapting others to current facts.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
to be read in the morning and at night
My love
Has told me
That (s)he needs me.
That's why
I take good care of myself
Watch out where I'm going and
Fear that any drop of rain
Might kill me.
- Bertolt Brecht
Thursday, September 15, 2011
life
For whatever its worth…. if you have someone in your life that you don’t think you can trust or don’t think will ever come around. You’re probably right… they probably won’t. Chances are highly unlikely they will ever ‘get it’.
But ya know…. the good heart in you tries and tries and tries and tries and tries to bear with it and deal with cuz you know the change is right there…. like they MAY ACTUALLY CHANGE! RIGHT?!?!?!
It’s like RIGHT THERE! SOOOOO CLOSE!!! I mean c’mon.. YOU CAN SEE IT… THEY’VE SHOWED YOU SIGNS OF IT! ITS RIGHT THERE!!! It’s like rooting for your favorite team when they are down by 19 fucking million points at the end of the game… but you STILL HAVE FAITH IN THEM!!!! THEY CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!! THEY CAN MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT! It’s not gonna happen.
It’s difficult having a good heart….. you get fucked…. you get punked…. and raked over the coals like a hot dog that fell off the grill and was thrown back on when nobody was watching. Then that fucker laughs when you eat the dirty hot dog. That bitch!
But you know what… its all ok! You know why?!?!?!
Cos it’s now when the good stuff is written.
Bring it. Bring it.
Fucking bring it, and keep fucking bringing it.
Cos in the end…. there will be one truth.
And its only time that separates us.
Time.
tick fucking tock
tick
tock
tic
But ya know…. the good heart in you tries and tries and tries and tries and tries to bear with it and deal with cuz you know the change is right there…. like they MAY ACTUALLY CHANGE! RIGHT?!?!?!
It’s like RIGHT THERE! SOOOOO CLOSE!!! I mean c’mon.. YOU CAN SEE IT… THEY’VE SHOWED YOU SIGNS OF IT! ITS RIGHT THERE!!! It’s like rooting for your favorite team when they are down by 19 fucking million points at the end of the game… but you STILL HAVE FAITH IN THEM!!!! THEY CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!! THEY CAN MAKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT! It’s not gonna happen.
It’s difficult having a good heart….. you get fucked…. you get punked…. and raked over the coals like a hot dog that fell off the grill and was thrown back on when nobody was watching. Then that fucker laughs when you eat the dirty hot dog. That bitch!
But you know what… its all ok! You know why?!?!?!
Cos it’s now when the good stuff is written.
Bring it. Bring it.
Fucking bring it, and keep fucking bringing it.
Cos in the end…. there will be one truth.
And its only time that separates us.
Time.
tick fucking tock
tick
tock
tic
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
when a man says...
Ladies, when a man says, “would you like a ride home?” he wants to have sex with you. When a man says, “don’t I know you from somewhere?” he wants to have sex with you. When a man says, “hi!” he wants to have sex with you.
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